Monday, June 16, 2008

I Stalk, Therefore I Am

I have become a log and email predator.....I check my email and all the blogs at least ten times a day. Do you think this may be lending to the reason that don't have work or packing done? Haha.
Every 30 mins. most times less, I check my email or Snafu's, Kzoo's, somebodies blog. I must, I must check. It's good a thing I don't have a job any longer 'cause if I did I would surely be fired for being on my I will soon be there but for now I just have to my daily stalks in.....

Sunday, June 15, 2008

All Back In

I stuffed more crap in my closet. Yea! It all fit. Trying to do something productive, school books are gathering dust and such. Waiting....Getting ready to be a bridesmaid. Hoping my makeup and clothes look ok. Want to say thanks to everyone who stops by. Thanks to Snafu and MSN for all your "hotel" help.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Cleaning Out My Closet......

In the sprit of Korea, I have started cleaning out my closet. Loads of crap, obviously I am a pack rat. Like 50 year old newpapers pack rat. I trouted it all out and got rid oof stuff, I should have gotten rid of long ago.
It has also been a very unxpected treasure trove. I found things from all the way back to elementary. Things I had forgotten, things that made me smile. Things that made made me cry.
I found notes that were passed in class and in between classes. As I was reading the notes, there were quite a few, I remembered. It was great and not so great at the same time. I have changed, and not all for the good. I lost some things that were such a part of me that they sometimes still struggle to come out. I am a different me. Yea, I know you grow and things change.....but are supposed to lose apart of yourself? Are you supposed feel so lost sometimes, that you know you will never find your way back? That you don't even want to try? I think I am going to stuff all this crap back in here and live in naive bliss for the next few years.......

Thursday, June 12, 2008

The Progression

Haven't made that much progrees in any areas. No packing, no homework, no nothing. And I am not even stressing. What a change. Usaully I would be super spazzing......maybe it will hit me later. I am no longer employed, so that means I will be broke I sent this totally heavy ( 37 lbs) and costly box to Korea. I hope it beats me there! So I will soon be there. Can't wait.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Woe Is Me.....

I just feel like whining today, so here I go. Today has been a trying day...I'm really tired. Been trying to pack and washing clothes and cleaning things out. Went to a job that I should have quit weeks ago, been duped into training the new hires....UUHHHHH!
Got a email from Snafu, she likes Korea, I knew she would, but hasn't received her Alien Card and is not happy about that......
Packing is still a problem. Gonna send some stuff ahead cause otherwise I would still be sitting this as* in America.
I want to give thanks to everyone who comes and reads my insane ramblings....THANKS!
I really want to give a special thanks to all my friends and family who have supported me and put up me in general even when I didn't especially deserve it. Thanks I Love Y'all Lots and I Will Miss You Much.

Monday, June 9, 2008

From the Roots...

Today I went luggage shopping. Wasn't fun for at all, cause I was accompanied. Question: "Why is it that a person who complains about everything, and whom is going to want to leave .2 seconds after you arrive insist on coming along?" Why? So I started packing and I very afraid that won't have enough room to take all the things that I need. So I am at a complete, complete loss. Help! I am in a perdiciment that I just want to rip out my hair from the roots, and that is NOT a good look. Any suggestions?

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Nothing to Write About...

As the title indicates I ave nothing to write about today. The only thing on my plate is a load of graduate level course work that I haven't even cracked the book for.

Friday, June 6, 2008

"Here I Am Again On My Own......"

Dropped off my BBFFFFFFF........this morning at the airport. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Because the person that I started this whole "journey" with has moved on past ans without me. Soooo yeaaa. As a person who absolutely prides herself on self reliance I find that I cannot quite face doing this alone. So here I am debating on whether on not I cancel my ticket. Money Be Damned. But I won't come June 24th I will find find myself on a intercontinental flight wondering how I got there.
Today when we were at the local airport and she was checking her baggage and preparing to get on her flight there was such a bubble of elation surrounding her that just couldn't voice what I was thinking. I just have so many mixed emotions.
I just can't wait.......but I can.......

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

'Ice Ice Baby...."

I am in such a state. My leaving. Friday. Without me. I was always under the impression that we would start this journey together and we are not. I don't know how to feel. I have evengone so far as to consider canceling my plane ticket. Yeaaaa. As it gets closer the colder my feet get......

Tuesday, June 3, 2008


Bought my plane ticket. Wishing I hadn't......